Crew Member Discloses Emotional Distress In the Wake of Deluge of Backlash After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her battle with depression after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, recalling a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her background – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She added that despite the negativity, important benefits had resulted from the flight, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated New Shepard rocket lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The diverse crew also comprised accomplished professionals from various fields.
The enterprise behind the flight is a private space firm established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.